Day 1: In TCIM

Today was my first day to work in this new company.
Was afraid couldnt adapt with the environment,however i find this place better than previous company. Maybe i have a good impression toward them.

First thing in TCIM, my superior bring me to meet all the collegues,i tot just introduce my dept, who knows all d depts, they are just like a big family. Keep repeatin, hie my name is wat wat wat,nice to meet u~ haha.. feel shy when face to all of them ..:X

Second thing, do all the file-ing..

Third thing, went to lunch with them at subang. My dept mostly are old man, but they are funnie.. Just like wat a marketing person shuld have.

Forth thing, my collegue teach me do invoice and use old type of typin machine. i got lots mistake, feel bad...fel paisheh to her,but i wil try my very best for sure!

i hope to get rapport with them and know all of their name!!!

Will be continued..

Good Newss...

after my final exam..i have been worrie til just now when i know my result..
i got all credit..tat time i was at outside..i tot result come out at noon..but my fren send us a notification, told us that result out..few of them msg n cal me..ask how is it..its really make me scare n heartbeat!! i felt grateful.. i passed all..thanks god.. miracle n luck never leave me alone.. :)
love u.. maybe its last semester, when retrievin,my hand was shiverin.. its really happie like kena toto..i can graduate very soon..

Lots of word..

sOmetimes it is hard to express what we wanna say and do..
wanna giv him a warm hug and say i love you,but cant.. maybe its chinese culture..
lots of word just couldnt easily speak out..
My god father leave me 0n 27th of oct.. i felt guilty..remember that durin my godparent 42anniversary..i saw my godfather slepin on sofa and breathe hardly..i fel like givin him a hug,because i know he wont last too long after come back from hospital..
i felt uneasy and sad..i couldnt help him , couldnt ease his pain..he wasnt pain, but just lay on bed and dependent on d oxigen to breathe..when everytime i lookin at hIM..my tear is just in my eye..

i fel guilty for not visitin him when he is alive..almost 2week..after aniversary till d day he left..
i always say busy for asg..honestly, if im not lazy..i can visit..but i always think that asg asg..tats why i dowan go..i assume he can wait for me, wont leave so soon.. i tot tat after exam i can spend more often with him..actually after hosp, we ady know he will leave us soon, till he stop breathin..tat time i try to manage..go there twice a week..
ia..thought after all my asg and ppt..i can go there without worries..but im late...:(~~ i felt im useless...why lots excuses..being lazy..

i recalle back lots of thing..when i was small, he ride motor and fetch me around..give me Money till i 22yrs old(now) afraid i not enuff money to spend..whenever see me, ask me hungry or not..he was just like my other father.. i cried cuz he leftme so soon,i cant even repay him in future..i cant even want him to attend my graduation..i felt sad.. i always think that whether they treat me as real kaiLui..till d day published newspaper and say wanna state my name.. i felt extremely happie..cuz i know im official kailui, no longer unofficial.. is it silly thikin..?

when lookin at my godfather picture..fel uneasy..i dont know how to manage it.. fel like..lack of sth..go to godmother house fel emptiness..my godfather not sittin sofa..>_< i dontknow how to express it... i wanna say that.. i love you god father..hOpe you rest in peace..u are always my dearest..

its A sad day for Me..

Today have presentation..we finished our slide last week..actually suppose to present on 20th..but one of our groupmate toothache,thus cancel and present today.. actualy i kinda worry this ppt, becuz everyone do better..but we just make it briefly..beside, we coped wif others asg..its no much time to do..However, its really out of my expectation..Ms agreed with what our classmate said..we done a good job, and say i well-prepared..honestly, i felt grateful.. this was the first time i heard for compliment from Ms and my groupmate..its really encourage me lots.. i have been studyin in metro for so long,i found that i enjoyed this semester so much.. this tutor realy impressed me..and also i have good group mate who guide me go further..really appreciated..

However, its a sad day for em.. during my lecture, i got a call that my kai yeah passed away..

Passion...

Today is saturday, just same as usual.. have arithematic class..after class, i went to jusco watch movie with a friend, d show name call 'slither'... Not bad ar this movie..

Finished watchin movie, we went back home, im was awatin for the Astro talent Singing contest at 8pm, its live show.. i never missed it..:Pp

Then my friend call me up for clubbing, i never think to clubbin anyway..i just rejecte directly..
who knows one of my friend call me and told me that she not happie..i thought they used this to cheat me out..so i just go out with them..just 3 of us, we went to passion, meet desmond..
all d way from klang we were talked about one girl..tats disapointed us always.. no doubt, its her! speechless anyway, nothing much to talk about her, because we are all feded up!~
Just let it be ..does it mean that we no longer care her? actually nope, we are just dont want to care about anymore, we ourself sad and frustrate..

My friend has told me that passion very nice, well..when we havin drink at the balcony there, i din fel nice at all..damn farkin hot there le..lol..
i met my netfriend there..this is my second time met him..:) i feel paisheh to be with him ar,maybe we dont know each other gua, no chemistry.. but its nice to meet him again ..
i tell a lie again..actually my friend wana go subang eat, then end up i told him my friend stomachache, so need to go hOme...sorry ya..i wasnt purposely to cheat ya..

DarussaLam..

This mornin went to college signed up for my new semester's classes..
After that went to my mum's place and wait for my friend pick me up..because he take lunch with his gf..:) i didnt wanto be lamp post..lol..

At nite , i went to darussalam with friends..
i met one guy from cheras, he has just back from london to have this holiday..
well, he isn't handsome,but he is cool :) quite friendly..but we dont have much topic to talk about it.. maybe he dont know my friend..He just entertainin them and my friends..
Anyway, Nice to meet him..

JOy spent us Eat..

Joy spent us eat at lok fook mun restaurant, we were havin steambot.. got 3 type..tomyam,soup, and porridge..is it funnie if never take porridge's steambot? no, rite..?
its Nice anyway..After our steambot, we went to joy's house blow cake for her..:)

Tonite we went to bangsar..its an open air cafe..Oasis.... its alcohol beveragee..mix MaMak.. u can order watever u want.. its nice atmosphere..but kinda noisy..thus, we couldnt talk..sum of them juz get bored,watch soccer, and chit chat..
after tonite, i think we all will meet on september?