stressfuL...
God, i feel stressful.. help me to reduce my stress please..
i wanted to do my revision, but i cant concentrate..when flip few pages,i will feel sleepy, and give myself an excuse to take a nap..afterall, sleep...one hr..then one and half hr...two hr..pass by..then wake up..No mood to continue my revision..Few minture ago, i was lay on the bed..close my eye...Admin management n Human resource management floating in my mind.. ''study and study, otherwise u will fail..even now u've starting ur revision,but its too late! '' oh,i felt stress..my mind was blank and emptiness behind..wish to talk with sumone,dowan do my revision..i was thinkin of my fren,they are in genting now..i wished i was there..:(This sem only taking 3 sub and i become lazier..after exam, will be proceed to new sem if i pass my current sub..otherwise have to think whether further my studies...Money is everything sumtimes, if one got money, dont need worry about financial...my ptptn has been rejected, coz i dont have 5 credit in SPM..what the heck? now i alredy in Year 2.. why still looking my previous cert,if wanted to reject should b rejected at 1st time,but why asked me to submit again cuz my joint account..? unless, they didnt want me to further my studies..:( This become one of my burden..current college not that cheaper..but if i stop my studies and transfer to other coll, might re-start or take assumption? my cert no longer curtin uni already..Do u know that when everytime you've 2 stretch out your hand to take tuition n exam fees from parent, theres STRESS..?they will hesistating..whether you are capable to further ya studies since result so poor or average?or else ask you to come out work first, mess up ur mind... Just like a bottle of water pour on ur hair...i felt hard to make decision...i am not thoughtful maybe.. ia..dowan to think..God ,lead me a way please..

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