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i got No direction, no goal and no life.. just feel sick of what i'm doing, thinking and practising now! god Bless me!

Saturday, June 18, 2005

eXam has Overed..

This sem ended, final exam is overed..i think this semester, i might fail all..do you know that, last time when i expected i might fail my paper, i alwiz worryin my mark,fel upset and moody untill my result release..but this time, i am not..i know will fail.. in this final paper, i've really done badly,included my mid-term..

his whole sem, i learnt nothing.. two of the tutor kill my appetite, i skipped class more than attendz..i spent my time in msn talk to sumone, more than revision,even last moment of mid-exam..this final exam,i talk to no one,just surfing net..anyway, i've spent 5days for preparation,but it consider TOO LATE..summore these 5days, i slep more than revision.. paying USELESS effort.. i just give myself not that much guilty,when i knw i ''FAILED'' all...

.i really dint bother about it after exam, juz only gin gin ngo ngo for awhile(im disapointed)when come out from hall, but not keep mentionin..sumtimes, people thought tat i keep silent,mean do very well, indeed, i done badly..My friend hav realized that,last time i used to show that worryin n upset look..but this time, didnt at all,i learnt to face the fact..however,in my mind, i feelin sad n upset,coz im useless..who gotta share this with me?Money is everything..even fail n repeat, doesnt matter at all..tats all about..

SumOne told me that he unsatisfy with this result,because pass thru only..i think his pass thru meant to be CREDIT, but he stil upset n cry.. how good if i were him..i just wish to score 50%, not more than that,thats my level..maybe what he demand is diff with me..what he said, might make me feel im really a loser.. No goal, no direction and no target..everyone expect higher, but i request 50% only,whether can achieve it or not , is a matter 4 me..i want *Miracle n Luck*..

Anyway, hope him achieve his goal..i knw he can do it..*cross finger*.. do not feel sad because of this..:) Time to sleep..4.44am adi.. Have a Nice day... Good nite everyone... ^Peace^

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