feeLing down...

Hei, everybody..what do you think that a MAN having affair? somemore over 40 n with kids...?
a message with...　＊一个睡在身边的老婆,一个不在身边的人，只能带着一份思念的心，想念着你．．你的开心果＊Will my future ideal do this thing to me ?
Guys is giving me a sense of unsecurity when i finished reading the Message from sumwhere...　I would like to know the fact, but i will still be sad..cause dissapoint with belovez maybe..thats y ,i wish myself can be a capable women if i can, dont dependent on guy if i can...
be a wisdom women if i can, why a lots of 'IF' weiwei.....
if u think you can , u can! but i cant..so sad....
If someone out there, my loveliest person do that to me, i will totally collapse...because i am weak on this....

Every women wish to find someone that pamper,carin and spoil them..what do MAN need and want?is it someone do satisfy them? therefore leave the old one and get the new one ? Maybe women will do the same thing Too... theres out of our expectation..we do not know what will happen in future...Hope you and me will not meet this Sad thingy....

wish you and Me, Happy ending.......